I cannot fucking stand that you drool over other girls.

I cannot fucking stand that I am RIGHT HERE and you choose to talk about how hot everyone else is; celebrity or not, it hurts.

I cannot fucking stand your disgusting obsession with tumblr.

I cannot fucking stand your constant need for attention and approval from people YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW.

I cannot fucking stand that you don’t talk to me anymore; not about anything important anyway. You choose to tell everyone on here and not me.

How do you think all of this makes me feel?

Don’t you think it hurts?

I cry at night.

I want to tell you something.

I want to be mean.

I think things.

I want to hurt you so bad.

But I’m a nice fucking person. Of course. That’s how I was raised.

UGH I HATE BEING ON THE OTHER SIDE OF YOUR WORLD.

All this could be solved if you just fucking let me in again.

Why was I shunned out in the first place?